Bad MooD vs "Him"

I'm in bad mood today......stress up with workload..headict..dizzy..missing sthing...missing some1..it's comPLicaTEd~ Yeah! I'm soooo cool today!!! CoOL but ScaRy!!! However, my mood is better in the evening coz of some1. He's trying to cheer me up...to make me smile...Yup, the only1 can make me smile and feel happy. He din say anything to advice me or anything he did, but he has his own way which indirectly to cheer me up and make me smile-smile from heart. Thanks a lot,fren...ya,he's just the normal fren to me, or it's better to say "i just one of his normal coll". Nothing else, dont think too much! (But i'm the 1 think and hope something "imPOSsiBLe" on the relationship>i'm crush wif him T_T)

My bLoG

Quite a long period i din write any blog, but suddenly feel like wanna to write something here. Thanks for Sophea blog. After read her blog, i feel that i have to start my blog too, i wanna to create my small small world here..to write down what happenning around me everyday..my daily story..my daily feeling..every everything which i wanna keep in my memory...i'm worry, worry that i will lost my memory, i will forget everything happended in my past...i'm scolding myself, why i din write the daily before, i lost everything in my past: including my work (as temporary teacher)/my enjoyable working life with my "kai di kai mei"/my love story with him.........and many many many...i missing them..i missing my past...our "human thumbdrive" is limited, memory will gone or be overwrited. Meaningless life if you lost your memory and forget your past history....................."DON'T.....DON'T...DON'T..."i want to keep all memory,whatever past through my life... [but my english is not good,how to write blog here?sad...watever la...]